A Christmas Miracle. Really

I called Paul in Petersburg tonight. I hadn’t checked in in a couple days.

He said did you hear about my fall?  I said you mean the fall in hospital where you broke your fall with your head and needed stitches last week?

No, he said. This one occurred the other night. He keeps a cooler up by the road so the meals on wheels people can put his meal in there and not have to walk down to the house, but as the snow storm was coming, he now thought it best that they walked the meals down to his door (and I’m guessing THEY always thought this was best, but that Paul was making it easier for them by putting a cooler up by the road for them, as this would give him something to do to go get it, too).

So, he uses the lighted handrail that leads from his house up to the road, and built specifically for this purpose, to get the cooler. With his cane in one hand and the cooler dragging in the other, he heads back down his driveway to the house. With his hands full, he can’t hold onto the rail. And then he falls.

It’s about 4 degrees outside. And he’s on his back. He can’t roll over to get up. As he’s telling me this, I lightheartedly tell him this is called being “turtled”, and has happened to me packing a deer out on my back, falling on my back, and having to squirm out of the pack before I can roll over to get up.

He agrees. He was turtled. He said I was there a good long while. I hit the back of my head when I fell. I  thought: well, this might be it. It’s 4 degrees out. I can’t get up. I don’t have my first alert button around my neck. Or my phone.

As he starts to shiver, someone calls out “Paul”. It’s his neighbors from up the street. Just stopping by to drop off a Christmas cake to Paul. The husband graduated with one of Paul’s daughters and may have been his student. They find Paul on the ground, call the ambulance, and go inside and grab some blankets off a bed and put them around Paul til the ambulance arrives.

The head of the fire department is also one of Paul’s former students. The EMT’s put Paul on a stretcher. I thought they were just going to take me into the house, he said. But no. Off to the hospital.

They checked Paul out and he was all okay, but they wanted to keep him overnight for observation. Paul said well, it was warm, and dinner was good. And their TV’s are nice and easy to use (unlike the streaming service he got involuntarily switched to at home and which drives him nuts). And the breakfast was so good in the morning. This ain’t so bad!

He said this is sort of how things go when your 90. I have to depend on others, but they don’t seem to mind. And I’m guessing they don’t. Paul said he’s not big on religion, but feels like he was definitely visited by two angels who found him on this cold winter night and saved him.

Fiddleheads and salmon soup

When we have the wood stove going full blast during cold snaps, it’s nice to put the soup pot on the stove. I’d made soup with carrots and celery left in the fridge when I got home from Madagascar, and ate through that. When I wanted to make another one, I was looking through the freezer and saw some salmon that the seal had broken on the vac pack but looked in great condition. So I grabbed those, and more, a pack of beach asparagus and a pack of fiddleheads. I’d never tried fiddleheads in soup.  I grabbed two 8 cup bags of deer bone stock, too.

I put the pot on the stove on a trivet, and put in the frozen stock to thaw. Next, I boiled the fiddleheads, discarded the water, then salted them to try to firm them up a bit, and sauteed them in butter. I roughly chopped up the beach asparagus. I was curious if the beach asparagus would make the soup too salty, but it did not. I removed the skin and rib bones from the salmon fillet portions, cubed the meat, and sort of browned it in butter. Not sure if I needed to do that or not. I thought maybe it would hold together better in the soup, and it did hold together, but not sure if the browning helped or not. I chopped two big yellow onions. The frozen stock had mostly thawed, and put the rest of the ingredients into the pot. I put the pot directly on the stove now, and it took a good long while for the soup to come to a boil, so I moved it to the stove to get it boiling. I added some salt, pepper and garlic powder, and a few handfuls of left over rice and half a bag of frozen corn.

The first bowl was good, but left kind of an after taste, which I realized was the onions as they weren’t really cooked too hard when I ate the soup. I put the soup on the stove to let it heat all day, and later on had more soup. The soup color had turned to a nice brown color, which reminded me of my dad’s french onion soup, so I’m guessing the onions made the color. The onions, now properly cooked, made the soup taste even better, with no after taste now. And the fiddle heads and salmon were so good.

One thing I will do next time is chop up the fiddleheads a bit after boiling them, as they can be awkward to get on the spoon when they elongate from their curl in the soup.   This is a good find for using fiddleheads, and the fiddleheads frozen raw, without blanching, were in great condition. I think they must be at least a year and a half old as I didn’t go get them this past summer.

More Serendipity.

I went down to the Salvation Army church tonight to help take money out of the kettles and into bags for bank deposit, as I’ve done for years. I can’t even remember now when I started. I like doing these jobs. Out of public sight, and fun to do.

Loretta has been helping for years, too. She grew up in Angoon, and lived in Juneau for most of her life I think. Tonight we got talking about fishing and boats and history, and she said her dad built a double ender, and showed me a photo. The Loretta Ann. I know that boat, I said. Harry Samato runs it. That’s my brother, she said. Oh, how small the world is here in Southeast Alaska.

Harry was one of the first trollers I knew. He took me under his wing, and shared fishing information with me about his corner of Chatham Strait. Where to fish. Where to anchor. What gear he was using. One of my favorite people I’ve met over the years, along with the late Walter Baldwin and Eric McDowell.

Loretta, now in her early 70’s, went on talking about her family. Her grandfather was from Japan. I sort of knew this, but had always wondered how a Japanese man found his way to Angoon. He came over from Japan with his uncle to San Francisco, then found his way up to the whaling station at Killisnoo. He met Loretta’s grandmother from Angoon, and they got married. Loretta said he learned English and Tlinghit, which of course makes sense. But wow, all the way from Japan.

When WWII came, they took some of Loretta’s aunts and uncles to internment camps in Idaho. Even though they were born in the US.  People today think of Juneau as a liberal, progressive onclave, but I can tell you it’s not always been that way. Japanese decent residents taken to internment camps. A whole settlement of Aleut people from the Pribilofs, settled in their own internment camp in Funter Bay, in squalid conditions, rather than them being brought just a little further and settled in nearby Juneau.  Or the racism towards the local people who were here before “settlement” of the town.

Another milestone on my birthday. We sold our cabin. We bought it 25 years ago, and the couple buying it from us is about the age we were when we bought it, and are really excited. With the proceeds, we’re paying off both the boat we bought this summer and our house. We’re debt free.

Paying off our debts prompted me to get moving on my health and mobility. I went in today to do my annual physical to check my cholesterol and PSA and annual colon cancer test. I finally called to make an appointment for my ailing hip, too.  What use is a comfortable retirement if I can’t enjoy it.   I think the last thing in the near term is to check my computer use and my alcohol intake and get more exercise and actually clean out the garage and not just move stuff from one side of the garage to the other.

Dry firewood is such a joy. After years of keeping it under a tarp, we’re on our second year of it coming out of the woodshed. We’re burning wood that’s already been drying a year, and so easy to start and so much heat. It’s gonna get down near zero here in a few days, and that’s gonna put the heat pump down near its limit for keeping up with heating the house, so the dry firewood will be even more appreciated.

Epilogue: Madagascar

Had a good time in Madagascar. Like other countries in Africa I’ve been in – if you consider Madagascar as part of Africa – there are lots of natural resources here – fish, fruit, vanilla, rosewood, rice, salt and an array of minerals. It’s size is bigger than California and smaller than Texas, with about the same population as Texas (30 million).

The country is sparsely populated in much of its interior area from the capital Tana in the center to the western coast on the Mozambique Channel which divides Madagascar from Mozambique.  The coastal areas have population centers, with lots of country in between with no people. That’s my impression from driving from Tana to Morondava, and then flying back from Morondava to Tana.

Like Ecuador, the coastal small boat fishermen here say that foreign trawlers – apparently Chinese boats – are scooping up the fish and they’ve seen their near shore catches steadily decline. We had a hard time just getting a few fish from the fishermen we worked with to dI o salting demonstrations, even coming up empty in Morondava looking for suitable fish in the markets on our last session.  I got home on Tuesday and there was an article about trawling and the Chinese as one of the first things I saw in our local news.

Malagasy fishermen primarily use dugout canoes with outriggers and a sail and paddle to fish. They paddle the canoe when they aren’t at sail, and when they are at sail, use the paddle as a rudder to steer. They are, as a people, master mariners- even the women and kids.

As I concluded my workshops in the third community I worked in, I had my doubts that any fishermen would take my advice. But it’s very hard to know just parachuting in here, as my Peace Corps friend Jeff Langholz calls it, and not being around long enough to know if catches are better at other times of the year, or not.

I had dinner with an embassy worker last night I met on the flight to Madagascar. Doesn’t matter from what country, really. He and I discussed Madagascar. When we talked about tipping for services, he seemed relieved when I told him I usually tipped at 50 to 100%. He said it’s one reason he doesn’t like going out with his embassy co-workers, who mostly all make over the equivalent of  $100,000 US dollars and have their luxurious housing paid for, because they “caution” him about tipping too much because then “everyone will expect that of us”. It reminded me of a veteran fishery manager in Alaska who cautioned me about making a website for trollers so they could get opening information at any time because then the fleets he managed would expect that of him …. as they should. Anyway,  this isn’t like tipping  $50 for a $40 meal. This is tipping $1.25 for a $1.25 meal. My new friend grew up in a rural area and a minority in his home country, and he said he didn’t really fit in at his embassy because money “had no value” to him. Nice to meet a kindred spirit so far from home. Although, of course, it’s easy for both of us to say money has no value when we have plenty of it – at least enough to meet all our needs and then some. And we’d both acknowledge that.

I have to say I did get some comeuppance this morning. I’m staying at a different Radisson than the Radisson Blu I stayed at, and can see from this one, in Tana. At the Blu, breakfast was included. I asked at the desk when I checked in last night about breakfast and they said it started at 6. I assumed it was included in my room like the other hotel. When I went to breakfast about 745, I was surprised it wasn’t bustling. I was the only one there. Seemed odd, but I got a plate, and served myself from a similar selection as the Blu Hotel’s smorgasboard of selections of breads, cheese, eggs, Malagasy rice and zebu beef, yogurts, and fruit juices. Only one other patron came in for breakfast while I was there. After my second cup of coffee, I left a 10,000 Ar tip, and headed out. They stopped me at the register. Now, I understood why there were no customers in the restaurant: breakfast was 45,000 Ar. THE most expensive meal I’ve now had here. My dinner last evening was only 24,000 Ar, and that was one of the most expensive meals I’d had, as we’d been eating Malagasy food at the excellent Hotely Gasy across from our hotel in Morondava for 5,000 to 7,000 Ar per meal, plus 4,000 for a non-alcoholic 65 cl Fresh beer if we got that.  To say the least, I was a bit flustered and embarrassed, but luckily had brought just enough for the tab after already leaving the tip. Luckily, I stashed a piece of wheat bread and chunk of cheese from the breakfast table in my pocket for lunch. I’m calling it even….. When I told my supervisor here, he said the staff was mistaken and I was later reimbursed.

As I leave this assignment, I seemed to always be glad I came but depressed at the state of affairs. I have fewer answers to “development” than I did when I started 30 years ago, and at the same time, the same answers. Real development – standards of living improving – are only going to come from within the countries. The more money that comes in from outside for “projects”, where people drive $100,000 land rovers to a village to tell farmers how to increase their wage from a dollar a day to two dollars a day with these new sparkly tools and seeds, just aren’t working. And they haven’t worked for 50 years.

Now, the only projects many are interested in are those that provide new shiny things for free – like the 3 smokers we saw in good condition and obviously unused, as 2 were laying on their sides with parts perhaps scavanged for other purposes,  and a third had the door open, with no fish racks or evidence of a recent fire. Giving stuff to people just hasn’t worked. It might work while the “project” is there, but then it’s another white elephant. They are all over Africa. It’s just created more dependency. And then I wonder if that’s just what our government wants – if countries feel dependent on the US, they’ll support us geo-politically if we need it. Or at least not support Russia or China or whoever.  Perhaps our governments also know that if countries like Madagascar become developed, with higher standards of living and disposable income, then they’ll compete with the resources we currently use – the rest of the world can’t be as consumptive as the US and the west because the world’s resources simply won’t support it. Not that I can see anyway, with our dependence on non-renewable oil to fuel our entire entire economy, from producing all our food and fertilizers to grow it to flying me half way across the world to here. I guess renewable energy might allow more world citizens to join our debauchery, but not in my lifetime, for sure.

We know many of the governments of many of the poor countries are corrupt. Leaders who came in with little and make little on the books become among the richest people in the world over time. The government services systems are corrupt. That lots of the USAID money goes into corrupt pockets it was never intended for. And our answer is to just send more. Because THIS time. THIS time. We’re gonna do it right. It’s gonna work. And then it doesn’t.

I’m always for humanitarian relief aid when people are starving or there’s a disaster and we just need to get food and water or other assets to save lives. But development. Over the long term. After the “project” that was to supposedly support self-sufficiency leave?  It’s just not working very well. It doesn’t have a good track record. And the countries just seem to get poorer.

The best “project” I’ve ever seen was with the fish farmers in central Liberia. Their association had 50 members. These farmers – men and women – were kicking ass. Growing a fish called African Bony Tongue. Taught to them by a man from Guinea, their neighboring country. They saw other farmers funded by western NGO “projects” that provided tools and maybe food to build ponds, with ponds half built and with no fish because when the project ended, so did the farmer’s incentive. The Bong Association members had been taught by a fellow African, which may have inherently told them that if this guy knows it works and he can make it work, then we can understand it and it will work. They were far ahead of me in fish farming technology, and I couldn’t help them there. We worked on the same fish quality and business planning things I work with the coastal fishermen now. I hope they’re all still doing well. I’m betting they are.

It’s one reason I like volunteering for Farmer to Farmer. The same talks and practicals I do on fish quality and fish business practices I do in the countries I visit I would do with fishermen in Alaska or anywhere else. The fishermen and (usually) women fish processors and sellers can then either use the information in their businesses or continue as they are now.  The decision to change things to make more money – and at minimal to no cost initially – is up to them and their only incentive. I don’t give away anything but my experience – save for some samples of smoked canned fish I buy from Chris and Seth. And sometimes some salt and fish and maybe jars for demonstrating fish salting or kelp pickling at the insistence of our NGO host – even as I resist this as I think that stuff should be donated by the fishing groups we work with, and that was the case in Ecuador. But certainly, no infrastructure or durable goods.

And it’s certainly not all bad here. While people have few material goods, less food security, and even less economic security, they are not unhappy. I loved watching the 12 year old boys running with free spirits down the slope of the beach towards the ocean, doing a flip at the last minute into the water.  Three young girls, their dresses blowing in the wind, walking and chatting as they crossed the big sand bar at low tide towards their mothers out at the water’s edge, fishing or washing clothes. Or the kids in Kimony, making eye glasses out of the new growth on a tree that had sort of little lilac flowers growing from it. Or the kids in Menaky, who made a toy airplane out of wood, complete with propellers that spun wildly in the wind. These kids are all raised by the village in the security of the village. They make their own fun. No worry about them getting run over by a car or tempted with drugs or addicted to their video game. Everyone knows them and they know everyone. There’s a joy in that many never know in our nuclear family culture.

As I wake up for my next to last day here, I’m glad to be getting back home. A month away from home gets trying in the last days. I really do love where I live, and find myself missing it after a short time away.  But I also notice after such a depressive mood getting back to Tana and wondering how much good I’ve done or if things will ever get better, I find myself already getting ready for the next assignment. Thinking about how I can improve my workshops.

Libby came in here with perhaps less experience than me with taking care of fish, but with way more experience in the country and as a dynamic presenter, she really had her group engaged. I have to stop worrying so much if what I’m doing is necessarily “appropriate”. She pickled some kelp and then everyone tried it. Seems as though they liked it. Will they start pickling kelp?  Maybe not. Do they know they can eat kelp now and it tastes ok? Yep!

I have lots of things in my presentations I can do practicals with fishermen. Taking care of fish on the boat. How I clean fish. Making fish burger. Making pet treats. Salting fish. Smoking fish. Pickling fish. Canning fish. Drying fish. Fish guts for poultry feed (which I learned this trip in Menaky when the ducks fought over the guts).  Making a long line. I’ll try to do more hands on next time, if I can. Just doesn’t seem to be time sometimes, as fishermen are fishing and women are selling.

The final debriefing with our program overseer was a let down. A lot of skepticism – “what, you can eat kelp?  Malagasy will never eat kelp” when we were looking at bringing in some chefs on another assignment to show people how to use the kelp they sell for 30 cents a kilo as a cash crop. Lots of work for 30 cents. If they had another market or knew how to prepare it themselves, then they’d have another market, or use as food, at least, when things got tough. Hell, things are already tough. Or when I talked about salting fish for preservation to use later, as was done here for decades in Alaska, sending salted salmon fillets in barrels all the way back to NY City, where they were made into smoked salmon and lox. The leader said she saw fish salted in a turtle shell once as I said, and it was really stinky and I could tell they thought this was another bad idea. And selling fish directly to customers whose names and cell numbers they collect when they sell at the market or to the businesses along the way to the market – just like the business I have run here for 20+ years. Well, that’s not gonna work here. We sell bad fish in the market and that’s just the way things work here. Or talking about how the smoked fish contract for three times the market price the fishermen in Bentania got that they were patting themselves on the back for when I came through for the briefing at the beginning turned out to be a contract for fish all the same species and size – something fish farmers might produce, but not how catches in a coastal artisanal fishery rarely, if ever, happen. Fish are all different sizes and several species.

That was in the morning and left a bad taste in my mouth. We stopped by the CNFA office, and I got to meet the Tana staff with Stan.  Then he sent me on to the airport with the driver, Richard. On the way, in a city of 5 million people, we are stopped briefly in traffic on a two lane road. Someone yells “Mark!” and I look over, and going the other way is Lansa, my driver for the last month!  We yelled hellos until traffic moved and then went our opposite ways. That put a smile on my face and put me in a better mood.

At the airport, we waited in the mid day heat, but here at elevation in Tana was much cooler than out on the coast at sea level, so it wasn’t too bad in the shade. When I finally go through, and go my ticket, I waved to Richard, who was waiting to be sure I got to my plane, and he waved goodbye. Then I was handed a small submarine sandwich and bottle of water, walked up the stairs and down the hall to security, where they promptly told me we couldn’t take the water through security…..and that put another smile on my face on the start of the way home.

Serendipity

Twenty two or so years ago, I was at a meeting for the Juneau Economic Development Council, I think.   I can’t remember what the meeting was about. I was working for the McDowell Group. Meilani Clark was sitting next to me, and I can’t remember who she was working for. We struck up a conversation, and I told her Eric had helped me find a troller,  and I was commercial fishing for salmon. She grew up in Juneau, and asked me why can’t she buy fresh fish off the boat in this town?  And that was the start of the Alaska Wild Salmon Company, and we’re still selling fish.

I probably knew more than most rookie fishermen here about the legalities of selling my own fish, having just quit from the Dept of Fish and Game at the time as the troll fishery manager. I had a lot more to learn about taking care of fish and marketing fish. That was two decades ago.

I was in Amsterdam, and half way home from Madagascar.   I’ve been on a USAID Farmer to Farmer program assignment, working with the small boat fishermen in Madagascar on fish quality and marketing.

As I sat at my gate, waiting for the plane to Seattle, a guy walks by. I know him! I think. Then he’s gone around the corner before it registers, and he’s gone. Then it does register. That’s Melani’s husband, I think – and if I remember right, he’s Dutch, so that makes sense he’d be here.

A forty-ish year old asks to take the seat next to me. He’s from Oregon, been working in Europe for 15 years, and is heading home for good this year.  I asked him about his time in Europe, and he says it was good, but he saw that the people he’d worked with weren’t very aggressive at getting more business or being the best. They were happy with where they were at, and while he didn’t disparage them for that, he wanted something more. I told him about seeing someone from Juneau, and when I looked up as the time got close for boarding, I spotted Juneau man.

As soon as I asked him if he was from Juneau, my face registered to him, but I was not in the right place. I told him the story above, which I’ve probably told him before, and we chatted for a good while about his meeting Meilani in Laos backpacking, and their early life spent in the Netherlands before settling in Juneau.

The last 16 hours or so of the trip from Amsterdam went by surprisingly quick. I first watched the longest movie on my seat screen – Schindler’s List – which I’d never seen before (yeah, I don’t get out much). I thought I sort of knew the plot, but realized I didn’t after watching the movie. A good choice. Then I watched documentaries on NXIVM (again, never heard of it, as I don’t get out much, like I said) and one on Bo Jackson (which, of course I do know, as he’s still one of my favorite athletes of all time, both for beating Alabama while at Auburn, and for being so humble. And, I guess, because he’s a fun guy from rural Alabama like Charles Barkley).

In Seatlle, all was normal again. My Alaska Air flight was to leave from Gate C18, so I got over there after clearing customs. When time got closer to leave and they hadn’t changed the marquee to our flight, I got nervous, and found they had changed the flight to gate N 17. Like I said, all was normal again. I think this gate change thing, entailing taking the subway across the airport complex, happens more often than not.

I made my plane, and slept. Hard. Most all the way to Ketchikan. Then on to Juneau. Three cabs waiting across the street. Good. My luggage showed up, and when I got outside, there were no cabs across the street. Dang it. Then one shows up to drop someone off – can you take me to town?  Yep. Get in. Quickly!  I can get fined 300 dollars if I pick up here!  And off we went.

The lady was clearly an immigrant. Hispanic from her accent. And very nice. I’d put my facemask on for ride home, and she saw that after a few minutes and thanked me for doing so. First thing I did when I got home was to make a fire in the woodstove.  I went through the mail Sara left for me before leaving for Hawaii a few days ago.

I went to bed about midnight and got up at 7 am. Made a fried egg with cheese and a bagel and coffee. I went back to bed and slept til 7 pm. Second day of jet lag is always the worst for me. But good to back in my own bed in my hometown.

Andry the interpretor sitting with kids looking at phone

Andry the Fishermen

Andry the interpretor sitting with kids looking at phone

My interpreter, Andry, has been with me now for a month. He’s suffered through my show of google slides on fish quality and marketing for three workshops, and by now, he could just do it by himself without first me talking in English and he in Malagasy.

I knew he liked to fish from the first days we met. But it was not until the last few days that he told me his grandfather has 8 fish ponds, and that not only does he like to fish, he sells the fishes he catches. He does all freshwater fishing. Mainly tilapia and big ass eels from what he tells me, in the river near his home, as well as tilapia and maybe carp from his grandfather’s fish ponds.

I brought a heavier duty collapsible spinning rod this trip, as I wished I’d had one in Ecuador. We didn’t get to use it much, but I knew from about day 2 I’d be leaving it with Andry. I showed him how to cast in Belo sur Mer, and he spent a whole day casting from shore. I didn’t bring the right tackle for casting, and he didn’t catch anything, but he was thrilled to have the spinning rod, as he just uses a cane pole at home.

When he told me he sold fish, that gave me a little spark. After working with three groups of fishermen, all who say catches are bad and getting worse, I wasn’t sure how much help I could be giving them tips on taking care of and selling fish if there’s no fish to catch. Andry fishes in freshwater, and it sounds like maybe that fishery is better, so maybe he will be my unintended benefactor of this training.

He loves kids.  He showed kids some videos on his phone in Menaky.  Then handed them all 10 cents in their local currency so they could buy some candy.

It seems like the coastal ocean fishery here may be doomed. The catches are going down, people use mosquito nets for fishing to catch the smallest of fish, the foreign trawlers are fishing offshore, and from what I’ve seen (not seen, really) there’s little stock assessment and even less enforcement of laws, if there are any laws to protect the health of the fish stocks.

Many of the fishermen and market women expressed interest in fish farming. I’m not sure it would work well here on the coast, as the soil is sand so it won’t hold water. Using pond liners or building concrete ponds might not pencil out as cost effective in comparison to fish value out of them. And are there any feeds available. It wouldn’t be prudent to use any fish based fish feeds as then they’d just be taking fish out of the ocean to feed their fish on the land. The ocean along this stretch has a big surf, so I don’t think you could hold cages or net pens to grow salt water tilapia either.